A slight hope (is it?)

At this time, I should feel safe. Secure. Coz I got this hands all over me.. reached out for me.. Help me make it. Tapi entah kenapa justru saat ini gue merasa amat sangat tidak nyaman. No, it didn't because of all those things that I could even took good care. I care about it no more. But it's all me now. I don't know... I just feel like.... useles.. I know I deserved for it. I won't complain bout it, but would u please give me a lil help here? A single clue maybe? Please God.. A slight hope (is it?) - Monday, April 02, 2007 -

Tell me this ain't happening...

I never prepared for this. Never. I know.. this is just me being stupid, didn't even realize this is all gonna happen. Sooner or later. Didn't even care whether I like it or not.. Well... here it goes then. Ready or not, still I gotta face it. Gotta fight through it. Family comes first, they said.. But I guess I've let them down too many times.. So that they put me behind everything. Way behind.. HHHHHhhhhhhhhhh............ Aku... Capek... Tell me this ain't happening... - -